Are you a man number...?
Being a man or a woman or a person is a garment.
There is no grand state I must experience. There is no new revelation that must occur. There is no essential vulnerability.
I put on my name, body, and personality every morning and live their pleasures and pains like anybody else does.
There is no specialness here. But living free from psychological suffering and self-imagination or spiritual seeking is certainly a blessing. Nothing is missing. There is peace and nothing is wrong.